I believe I can fly : )

An inspirational song if you are able to pull out the words for your own use..

Sometimes i really wish i can fly.

Lol .. I think i hav a generation gap while studying in RP.
People/ Gals are more open nowadays they are able to talk abt anything and almost everything.

hmm maybe i did not socialise enough.
maybe i'm juz getting old.

MAths again...

I regret i did not study hard in ITE lol .. seem like what I had learned before is putting into used again lol ..

But then i forgot all le ..

Look Forward to life !!

Today is the day one of my primary school friend past away.

Anyone who read the news would know who he is.

I think it is considered a wake up call for mi, that no matter how unfair life is, as long as u r alive, life would get better.


A constant reminder to self : life sux, but no matter wad dun give up cos not everyone is lucky enough to live through the whole life.

muahaha

3 weeks into RP le .. lol

So long never blog liao.
Infact .. I dun even know if i should continue blogging..
But i think i will and i should.

Well 1, it is a place for mi to use more singlish ..
To release stress and to complain and nag and everything else the gals like to do : )
To gossip lol..

Well.. Talk abt talking.
As most of the ppl would know the learning methods or education system in RP is different from others.
In fact, some of it seems quite redundent to mi, lol .. really.

They grade u daily, depending on how productive u are for the day.
But in actual fact, U do not hav to be productive..
Juz have to look productive and make alot of noise.
For people who make alot of noise, answer question w/out using brain, ask question w/out using brain.
You'll more likely score and A or B for tat day's lesson..

It is kind of a screwed up system. WHY ?
Becos their idea is that the students should take the iniative to question to ask to learn to study.
But then, the teacher/facilitator has only 4 hours of lesson time wif the students.

It is impossible for all the students for a class of 25 people, to give their comments, what they know and what they do not know, to show that ,they are thinking and processing the problem given for the day.

There are all sorts of people in this world, and therefore those that do not like to express themselves tend to lose out.

It is also the best place to train to be cunning, to backstab ppl and learn to be more kiasu and kiasi... lol...

It is practically an imbalanced system, unlike normal institutes whereby how well u score depends on how hardworking you are, not counting those idiots who study w/out brains.

more to come i think since everyday is an interesting day..

decision making

every now an then .. i make decision in my life abt my life...
funny thing is.. i dun think i ever make any right decision in my life so far..

maybe i'm too negative.. but.. it's reality..
hope for the best..
pray and hope is onli wad i can do now

Another day of soul searching.

twisting and turning.
tosing and turing...
i think i've think it.. through..
i would go get a job and escape from my mum...

i could no longer stand her.. even if she was my mum..
we could never talk like a normal family..
everytime we talk .. we end up quarrelling..

i hope i get enlisted for poly.. and i hope i do not get in..
i do hope tat i could get in..becos at least i know tat i did well enough to get into one..
at least i could get into one..
i wish i would not get enlisted into 1.. becos at least i know tat i'm not of calibre for studies and put my mine at ease when i work..
at least i would not regret tat why din i further my studies when i had the chance..

I had had enough of the weekendless days for 2 years hoping for every public holidays to come, even if i'm home.. i could never rest in peace..

I would go to work, get a job.. any job..
i want money, my day offs , my weekends.. my own lifeless life...

Had a bad day... : (

well today it should be of another slack day for mi ..
but din know tat i'll be sway later in the day..
when to sim lim 3 times in a day to get the correct size of the screen protector..
haiz..

they gave the measurments in " so i thought it's in inches ..
measure my lcd width which is 12inch..
go there buy 12" de.. come back .. too small..
go back change to 13".. still too small...
finalli go to change 14" de.. finalli can fit liao ...

Simlim is now infested wif china Mp3/4/5/6/7 sales personnal..
everywhere got chinese sure got prc..


Had enough of my 2 weeks of rest...
time to realli go get a job liao ...

ippt ict... stupid service...
1mth ++ liao .. still haven caught MS
so much for the tip top 3G army and police.

Thinking back... remembered the 1st week of ia..
sitting there in the office which is at the junction of the traffic..
wif alot of big shots walking here and there..
while pretending to read the sop and not trying to sleep...
well i did read most of the sop but its hard while fighting sleep..