Saturday, November 22, 2008

End of chapter 23..

As the chapter closes, so does the chains of event come to an end..
Thou uneventful, its an event of no event.

If only things would come to an end.. a true ending..
There is no freedom, when there is life..
That is no death, when you are free....

Friday, November 21, 2008

Reflecting on the past year and the chain of events.

In the bid to write better RJ, maybe for once, I'll do a reflection and I hopes it would help in my grades.

Looking back at the things which will never come back, I realised that I had gain and lost quite a number of things. I've found new friends, lost contact with some of them. Gain some insights of life which I can do nothing about it.

After so many years, I can conclude that I do no and will not have any luck in gambling yet every now and then I would like to try for some at the local "pools" shop.

There are somethings that I could never change or run away from, when I'm stressed or bored, the only thing that I would turn to is gaming.

Gaming is like smoking, once u start it, you'll be addicted for life. Well, almost lol ..

Well, it's nice to have a companion everynow and then there are always things that we could only share with no one but the closest one. But I'm never been much of a sharing person. Thank you and sorry.

Life is such a bore. Unable to be in control makes things worst and not to say being broke. How can I break through the provety cycle? Who can I really depend on? Is there anything else to do other than the life cycle everyone goes through?

Birthdays and Chinese New Years are the worst days I will have to go through yearly. Well, I get my "red packets, presents" and humiliation. Either working on Bdays or having to do things that I do not want to do.

I hate chinese new years. Hypocritical Blood-related relatives pretending to be friendly and such. Damn, it's sad to be laugh at.. Having no place to go and nothing to eat either.. I've always had a big appeitite and I would get scolded during the season when I eat too much.

Run away Run away... How am I to move on? , when will I be in control?, where can I get my freedom?, what can I do to escape my destiny?, why am I Still here?
Is there any where I could go? Are there any heaven or hell ?

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Offensive umbrella

Fancy scolding people?? buy this and walk around