way back into love

've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

how to deal wif x mas tree after x mas..

Standards !!!

Last friday ... after attaching to the industry for abt 7 weeks..
we went back to the sch for a briefing.. a talk by the teachers at sch...

There our cost m@n@g3r .. yo-yo talk to us abt standards...

He told us.. tat.. there is the industry standards.. and a personal standards..
he said tat.. when we are working .. we should change to suit to the working standards...

but but.. how..
as i've been complaining abt too much break time and nothing to do..
most of the ppl .. in fact most of the ppl i know kept on complaining abt being a cheap labor and hav unlimited amt of things to do...

while i had nothing to do..

THere is this woman... the 1st one tat i called a slut.. decent looking.. eye big big .. mouth big big..
I must admit.. she had surprisingly good oral skills(communications) all the guys working in the production line were sort of swoon over by her..

No matter how faT how ugly .. how black .. no matter wad race.. she can play wif words until they are as if the perfect guy for gals out there to snatch..

We students were attached there to learn.. and she could openly tell her colleague tat she is busy and then hav time to chat on the phone wif her bf and surf net and play computer games..

Full time staffs work a 12 hr shift.. students work a 8 hr shift...
SHE has a surprisingly special schedule..
She can afk for 2 hrs, 1 hr lunch 2 hr of teabreaks and 1 hr of smoking breaks after eat lunch and tea breaks...

ANd guess wad.. she get 4 out of 5 for her appraisal ...
she doesn't realli work at the work place... ppl work for her..

seriously .. the Quality Operation department in this company is a waste of man power and resources...
the supervisors dun realli care.. they are too busy .. and the managers almost never do spot checks..( so far no spot checks lar )
and for this kind of job.. they pay is superb.. i mean it's realli good pay..
15 day work per month.. + ot.. a poly grad can earn up till 2.4k ..

New year resolutions

hmm.. ITs a new year ..

Things to get...
Nds..
home theather system..
maid...
and many many more..

lol...

to do list..
try to sleep more..
try to eat more..
work less..
play more..


haha ... bo liao