Lazy

I'm too lazy to blog
So i let my blog rot

End of chapter 23..

As the chapter closes, so does the chains of event come to an end..
Thou uneventful, its an event of no event.

If only things would come to an end.. a true ending..
There is no freedom, when there is life..
That is no death, when you are free....

Reflecting on the past year and the chain of events.

In the bid to write better RJ, maybe for once, I'll do a reflection and I hopes it would help in my grades.

Looking back at the things which will never come back, I realised that I had gain and lost quite a number of things. I've found new friends, lost contact with some of them. Gain some insights of life which I can do nothing about it.

After so many years, I can conclude that I do no and will not have any luck in gambling yet every now and then I would like to try for some at the local "pools" shop.

There are somethings that I could never change or run away from, when I'm stressed or bored, the only thing that I would turn to is gaming.

Gaming is like smoking, once u start it, you'll be addicted for life. Well, almost lol ..

Well, it's nice to have a companion everynow and then there are always things that we could only share with no one but the closest one. But I'm never been much of a sharing person. Thank you and sorry.

Life is such a bore. Unable to be in control makes things worst and not to say being broke. How can I break through the provety cycle? Who can I really depend on? Is there anything else to do other than the life cycle everyone goes through?

Birthdays and Chinese New Years are the worst days I will have to go through yearly. Well, I get my "red packets, presents" and humiliation. Either working on Bdays or having to do things that I do not want to do.

I hate chinese new years. Hypocritical Blood-related relatives pretending to be friendly and such. Damn, it's sad to be laugh at.. Having no place to go and nothing to eat either.. I've always had a big appeitite and I would get scolded during the season when I eat too much.

Run away Run away... How am I to move on? , when will I be in control?, where can I get my freedom?, what can I do to escape my destiny?, why am I Still here?
Is there any where I could go? Are there any heaven or hell ?

Offensive umbrella

Fancy scolding people?? buy this and walk around

Serenity...

Peace and quiet

Some one we never know and we should know.

What we learnt in school is not as accurate as the actual fact.
For example, the reason Singapore become Successful does not depend solely on tat 1 person.

We would have to give appreication to Mr Albert Winsemius.

Albert Winsemius (1910-1996), a Dutch economist, was Singapore's long-time economic advisor from 1961 to 1984. He led the United Nations Survey Mission to Singapore, and was to play a major role in the formulation of Singapore's national economic development strategy.

In 1960, Dr Winsemius led the United Nations team to examine Singapore’s potential in industrialization. At that time, Singapore had just attained self-government and was facing high unemployment and growing population. He presented a 10-year development plan to transform Singapore from an entrepot trade port into a centre of manufacturing and industrialization.

His first emphasis was on creating jobs and attracting foreign investment. Labor intensive industries, such as the production of shirts and pajamas, were expanded. He also encouraged the large-scale public housing programme, believing that it would bolster the country's image, thus attractive to investors. One of his earliest pieces of advice was not to remove the statue of Stamford Raffles as it was a symbol of public acceptance of the British heritage and could alleviate concerns that investors have toward a new socialist government. With his help, Singapore attracted big oil companies like Shell and Esso to establish refineries here.

TAken from wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albert_Winsemius

My breakfast...

hmm.. I'm more and more gu niang lately haha..
Any way juz blogging my breakfast !!

HMM.. the nice Chicken Wing noodles around my neighbour hood :)
Guess wad it onli cost $1.80
It used to cost $1.20 when i'm in primary sch ..

My neighbour told me tat it used to cost 50cent..

Oh well.. Hmm this stalls also sells chicken feet and wanton noodles too ..
You can order a combo of chicken feet, wing and wanton and it will not cost more than $3.
Cheap right : )

Those who cook, u should know that overcooked noodles goes soggy ..
When noodles are served, u'll have to stir abit so that the sauce will be absorbed by the mee ..
And then wala .. cheap and nice food : )

Why do people like to hao lian? Part 2

Seriously .. Why do people wan to hao lian ?
REalli... Why do people like to show off ??

Some more like to show off something that they gain not through hardwork.
If u work hard, U get A's, U have the right to brag..
If u work hard or try ur luck at shares and lottery, that's ur luck.. it's urs, ur right to brag...

This is the 2nd time in my life that I have met a self pwn person ...
It's realli getting on my nerves man ..
Pls be automatic if u happen to read this ..
I do not wan to pwn u ..
Pwning u Does not do any good to me cos it is self pwning..

Showing off ur Sexpensive Gift from Someone.
Yet this Sexpensive Container do not contain more than 5-10% of it's value..

YOu:It's like wow Hey look I have got this "XXXX".
Me: okay so nice, treat me lunch lea.
You: Sori I no money... Onli got 5 bucks
Me: oh .. kk ..

WTF lar .. Chinese SAying :" DA lian Chiong pang Zi"
A direct translation : Punch own face to make urself Plump ( fat )
Not rich people dun act rich lar .

zzz bastard fk off pls.. u know i dun wan to talk to u ..

For Goodness sake.. Stop trying to clean urself and everything around u ..
If u wan to be clean and free of germs.. send urself for autoclaving man ..
U know those alcohol swaps use by doctors before and injection?
Those helps too .. and pls .. keep the tissues and the things u used to wipe ur self clean in a neat and tidy manner..

Why the hell are u cleaning one place and dirting the other.. ?
I realli pity ur spouse seh ..
When ppl in love, their eyes kenna stamp ...
Ur spouse kenna 2 roti prata on both eyes..

Weird Customers..

"Customers are Always Right" Only if they respect the one providing the service..

Nowadays more weird and more idiotic customers can be seen around...
They pork then they go buy chicken ..

Conversation...

Customer : eh I wan this this.. ( finger point form far far at a range of products)
Me : umm which one??
Customer : Got Pork one or not ? ( see they dunno wat to get, anyhow point and anyhow ask)
Me : This, This and this .. ( I point to them using my finger touching the products.)
Customer : ah .. that one white mushroom one. What is it ?
Me : Chicken.
Customer : okay give me 4 "slide" ... ( slices..)
Me: .... ( say wan pork, but see the price go buy chicken....)

So as u can see..haiz.. this does not happen to me once or twice le ..
Been working for the past 2 years .. every week sure can see at least 2-5 cases like this de..

Live within my means..

Was a heritic week last week..
Had lots of fun, classmates gone crazy, bdays celebration and alot of cash wasted.

Well a good thing to be with friends and so on, but then one will tend to forget oneself and does stupid things.

Must remind myself that I lived on a budget and only has that budget..

Rain Rain Come Again go away another day..

I've always have a love hate relationship with rainy days...
I love the cold weather..
But i hate water..
In fact I'm water Phobic.. lol ..
Every Rainy Day is a Self Reflection day..

I think I'm crazy.. lol

Today, on my way back home from work. Was thinking of what to do for the rest of the day..
Then I was abt to walk pass this group of people that work for a certain group some bank i think.

From far one of them already approach me and say excuse me to get my attention.
I did not want to be entertained as I'm a broke and a student.. Couldn't even make ends meet on certain days..

So in my mind I was thinking fuck off lar and was thinking of waving them off. But my brain malfunctioned.. I give that poor female a _|_ ....

As it was during off peak hours, their collegues were chit chatting with each other, the _|_ brought peace to the surroundings.

Hmm.. I wanted to say sorri.. but then realli lar.. she bad luck, wrong person at the wrong time.

Why do people want to hao lian?

Why do people want to hao lian abt things they do not have ?
Why they like to keep on talk abt the things for days and weeks...

Sian diao loh ..
I know u rich.
I know ur the who also rich..

but pls lar.. can give face to people like me.. poor guy who is onli trying to live on
$400++ a month some face..
Give someone like me who never go batam before some face?

zzzz

Conflicting Proverbs

Coming across this as it was one of my daily Rj..

The more, the merrier.">Two's company; three's a crowd. 4 is illegal gathering in singapore wor.

haha maybe not so funny to u all..
I'm juz bored..

Why Do Rp Sux ?

Well .. since I got nothing better to do, I'll juz complain and make another note on why RP sux.

We all know in singapore, everything has standards, learning standards teaching standards.

Most of us might know that Rp sux becos of the learning method, did anyone think abt the teaching methods?

For one, the way that each facilitator teaches is different, some are kind and slow and ready to guide u and make u think.

Well alot are impatient, part timers, press "F1" for help sort of things.

You see, Our Sch motto, "LEArning With A difference" includes teaching with a difference. An open concept learning and facilitating enviroment.
When U r stuck at the problem, they tell us to think, further questioning would tell u the answer is at google or F1 button on ur laptop.

Kudos to the systems.. More good years ahead. lol

Oh noes AhjiSan...

DAmn .. dunno why today so free..
my mouth itchy go all up some of my ite friends to eat out.
In the end we all go eat Ahjisan..
Haiz .. Even thou I like to eat .. but then i was craving for KFC.. >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjfYJPmrDMc38dL577WB8qcP1HhcqH_bXRFkLnP59D4c7lTGvZbEzZ8fkaiqL7pFC-4gwqSxBjuxFUaa5XYtmXQ7NnsHRA7G8FagsFfmmcWmDy7s4MRB01CeLPBENlPftWwUOm8nZO3tw/s1600-h/CIMG1099.JPG">
Seafood Ramen.. lol not bad lar.. Still prefer the Charsiew one..
This one the Pork Curry Ramen.. eh.. not very nice lea.. taste like maggie mee..

Haiz.. big damage ..

Yea I finnali remembered my password : )

Lol ..
SO fast 2 months hav passed..
Din played much in the holidays..

And yea i got myself a camera : )

Haha lazy to blog..

Time flies so fast..
Juz in a blink of an eye and it's another month.

Didn't do well for test after the holidays.

Dunno why what happen with the internet in school.
The intranet no longer enables ppl to surf the web but the guest net work not only allows anyone to get connected and it allows ppl to play games.

Now i ish playing WOW daily in class lol ..

To buy list..
NEw shoes..
Printer ...
Specs ...

Maybe another
Jacket..
earpiece..
mousepad..

and lots of love.. lol..
I hope..
So long le..
still cannot accept...
means will never accept liao right..
If not, long time already accept liaoz..

I believe I can fly : )

An inspirational song if you are able to pull out the words for your own use..

Sometimes i really wish i can fly.

Lol .. I think i hav a generation gap while studying in RP.
People/ Gals are more open nowadays they are able to talk abt anything and almost everything.

hmm maybe i did not socialise enough.
maybe i'm juz getting old.

MAths again...

I regret i did not study hard in ITE lol .. seem like what I had learned before is putting into used again lol ..

But then i forgot all le ..

Look Forward to life !!

Today is the day one of my primary school friend past away.

Anyone who read the news would know who he is.

I think it is considered a wake up call for mi, that no matter how unfair life is, as long as u r alive, life would get better.


A constant reminder to self : life sux, but no matter wad dun give up cos not everyone is lucky enough to live through the whole life.

muahaha

3 weeks into RP le .. lol

So long never blog liao.
Infact .. I dun even know if i should continue blogging..
But i think i will and i should.

Well 1, it is a place for mi to use more singlish ..
To release stress and to complain and nag and everything else the gals like to do : )
To gossip lol..

Well.. Talk abt talking.
As most of the ppl would know the learning methods or education system in RP is different from others.
In fact, some of it seems quite redundent to mi, lol .. really.

They grade u daily, depending on how productive u are for the day.
But in actual fact, U do not hav to be productive..
Juz have to look productive and make alot of noise.
For people who make alot of noise, answer question w/out using brain, ask question w/out using brain.
You'll more likely score and A or B for tat day's lesson..

It is kind of a screwed up system. WHY ?
Becos their idea is that the students should take the iniative to question to ask to learn to study.
But then, the teacher/facilitator has only 4 hours of lesson time wif the students.

It is impossible for all the students for a class of 25 people, to give their comments, what they know and what they do not know, to show that ,they are thinking and processing the problem given for the day.

There are all sorts of people in this world, and therefore those that do not like to express themselves tend to lose out.

It is also the best place to train to be cunning, to backstab ppl and learn to be more kiasu and kiasi... lol...

It is practically an imbalanced system, unlike normal institutes whereby how well u score depends on how hardworking you are, not counting those idiots who study w/out brains.

more to come i think since everyday is an interesting day..

decision making

every now an then .. i make decision in my life abt my life...
funny thing is.. i dun think i ever make any right decision in my life so far..

maybe i'm too negative.. but.. it's reality..
hope for the best..
pray and hope is onli wad i can do now

Another day of soul searching.

twisting and turning.
tosing and turing...
i think i've think it.. through..
i would go get a job and escape from my mum...

i could no longer stand her.. even if she was my mum..
we could never talk like a normal family..
everytime we talk .. we end up quarrelling..

i hope i get enlisted for poly.. and i hope i do not get in..
i do hope tat i could get in..becos at least i know tat i did well enough to get into one..
at least i could get into one..
i wish i would not get enlisted into 1.. becos at least i know tat i'm not of calibre for studies and put my mine at ease when i work..
at least i would not regret tat why din i further my studies when i had the chance..

I had had enough of the weekendless days for 2 years hoping for every public holidays to come, even if i'm home.. i could never rest in peace..

I would go to work, get a job.. any job..
i want money, my day offs , my weekends.. my own lifeless life...

Had a bad day... : (

well today it should be of another slack day for mi ..
but din know tat i'll be sway later in the day..
when to sim lim 3 times in a day to get the correct size of the screen protector..
haiz..

they gave the measurments in " so i thought it's in inches ..
measure my lcd width which is 12inch..
go there buy 12" de.. come back .. too small..
go back change to 13".. still too small...
finalli go to change 14" de.. finalli can fit liao ...

Simlim is now infested wif china Mp3/4/5/6/7 sales personnal..
everywhere got chinese sure got prc..


Had enough of my 2 weeks of rest...
time to realli go get a job liao ...

ippt ict... stupid service...
1mth ++ liao .. still haven caught MS
so much for the tip top 3G army and police.

Thinking back... remembered the 1st week of ia..
sitting there in the office which is at the junction of the traffic..
wif alot of big shots walking here and there..
while pretending to read the sop and not trying to sleep...
well i did read most of the sop but its hard while fighting sleep..

Holidays : )

Finalli it's the long awaited holidays tat i've been looking forward to.
Been in quite a dilema, what should i do next ? continue to study or go get a decent job...

by right i should go get a job at my age..
but then if i can continue to study and i did not go for it.. i might not hav the chance in future...
but then .. i might not even get to further my studies ...lol

and the most hated thing to most guys... reservice... man... ippt... one thing i could never clear...

28 things Gals might not know

--Guys may be flirting around all daybut before they go to sleep, theyalways think about the girl they trulycare about.
--Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
--Guys will do anything just to getyou to notice him
--Guys hate it when you talk aboutyour ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
--Boyfriends need to be reassuredoften that they're still loved
.--Don't talk about your guy friends toyour boyfriend.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'dlike people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging messagelike 'You knowwhat?!..uh...nevermind..' would makehim jump to a conclusion that is farfrom what you are thinking. And he'llassume he did something wrong andhe'll obsess about it trying to figureit out.
--Guys are good flatterers whencourting but they usually stammer whenthey talk to a girl they really like.
--A usual act that proves that the guylikes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you lovethem if they are serious in yourrelationships.
--Guys think WAY too much. One smallthing a girl does, even if she doesn'tnotice it can make the guy think aboutit for hours, trying to figure outwhat it meant.
--Guys seek for advice from girls notother guys. Because most guys thinkalike, so if one guy's confused, thenwe're all confused.
--When a guy asks you to leave himalone, he's just actuallysaying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
--If a guy starts to talk seriously,listen to him. It doesn't happen thatoften, so when it does, you knowsomething's up.
--If your best guy friend seems toavoid you or is never around whenyou're with your boyfriend, he'sprobably jealous and likes you.
--When a guy tells you that you arebeautiful, don't say you aren't. Itmakes them want to stop telling youbecause they don't want you todisagree with them.
--When a guy looks at you for longerthan a second, he's definitelythinking something.
--Guys don't like girls who punchharder than they do.--A guy has more problems than you cansee with your naked eyes.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can beintimidated and give up easily.
--Guys talk about girls more thangirls talk about guys.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hatebeing led on even more.
--If you are going to reject a guy,just do it. Don't say they are like abrother or just good friends, it justhurts even more. Tell them that youaren't interested in a relationshipand they will respect you.
--Guys really think that girls arestrange and have unpredictabledecisions and are MAD confusing butsomehow are drawn even more to them.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep andhealth just to be with you, he reallylikes you and wants to be with you asmuch as possible.

YEa finnali i can blog

haha finalli got a laptop..
so happy and yet to sad...
used up all my pocket money..
now i'm so broke..

well.. hope good things will come sooner or later : )

Bias Company ??

damn pissed off wif the supervisor and the company ...
On wed all the 8 hr working staff get to go back at 2.30pm ..
then mi and the other fellow hav to stay until 5 pm....

BLOODY hell.. fuking supervisor can go tell boss if no work can go home early or not(herself) ...
then we all so fuking free.. sit there from 8.30 am until 5pm then can go back...

some more they got more than enough man power loh.. 1 of them even go play psp for abt 2 hrs lea.. zzzz

we all ITE IA .. go home at 5 pm.. ppl uni IA go home at 2.30....
if got things to do never mind... nothing to do sit down there and ROT !!!

amount of flowers to hope for...

1 stalk - You're the Only One for Me

2 stalks - So Right Together - You & I

3 stalks - I Love You

6 stalks - I Want to be Yours

7 stalks - I am Infatuated by You

8 stalks - So Irresistible

9 stalks - Together as Long as We Live

10 stalks - You are Perfect

11 stalks - You are My Treasured One

12 stalks - I Adore You

13 stalks - Friends Forever

15 stalks - I am Sorry

16 stalks - Sweet Memories

18 stalks - You hvae a Special Allure

20 stalks - I am Sincere Towards You

21 stalks - I am Committed to You

24 stalks - I Cherish Our Love Together

36 stalks - Remembering Our Romantic Times

40 stalks - My Love is Genuine

48 stalks - True Love

50 stalks - Golden Memories

99 stalks - I Will Love You Till the Day I Die

100 stalks - I am Totally Devoted to You

101 stalks - You are My One and Only

108 stalks - Will you Marry Me?

999 stalks - An Eternal Promise

0 Stalks- Priceless

way back into love

've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

how to deal wif x mas tree after x mas..

Standards !!!

Last friday ... after attaching to the industry for abt 7 weeks..
we went back to the sch for a briefing.. a talk by the teachers at sch...

There our cost m@n@g3r .. yo-yo talk to us abt standards...

He told us.. tat.. there is the industry standards.. and a personal standards..
he said tat.. when we are working .. we should change to suit to the working standards...

but but.. how..
as i've been complaining abt too much break time and nothing to do..
most of the ppl .. in fact most of the ppl i know kept on complaining abt being a cheap labor and hav unlimited amt of things to do...

while i had nothing to do..

THere is this woman... the 1st one tat i called a slut.. decent looking.. eye big big .. mouth big big..
I must admit.. she had surprisingly good oral skills(communications) all the guys working in the production line were sort of swoon over by her..

No matter how faT how ugly .. how black .. no matter wad race.. she can play wif words until they are as if the perfect guy for gals out there to snatch..

We students were attached there to learn.. and she could openly tell her colleague tat she is busy and then hav time to chat on the phone wif her bf and surf net and play computer games..

Full time staffs work a 12 hr shift.. students work a 8 hr shift...
SHE has a surprisingly special schedule..
She can afk for 2 hrs, 1 hr lunch 2 hr of teabreaks and 1 hr of smoking breaks after eat lunch and tea breaks...

ANd guess wad.. she get 4 out of 5 for her appraisal ...
she doesn't realli work at the work place... ppl work for her..

seriously .. the Quality Operation department in this company is a waste of man power and resources...
the supervisors dun realli care.. they are too busy .. and the managers almost never do spot checks..( so far no spot checks lar )
and for this kind of job.. they pay is superb.. i mean it's realli good pay..
15 day work per month.. + ot.. a poly grad can earn up till 2.4k ..

New year resolutions

hmm.. ITs a new year ..

Things to get...
Nds..
home theather system..
maid...
and many many more..

lol...

to do list..
try to sleep more..
try to eat more..
work less..
play more..


haha ... bo liao